Excuse Me.

Please excuse me for last nights ranting post! I have thought about deleting it but it's how I felt at the moment and even though I apologize for me it doesn't make it any less true. And well, I'm over trying to pretend like I never have a bad day, never get pissed of and never hate anyone! Lol! Because it's just not true. I'm not going to only post on "happy" days so that my life looks like a bowl of chocolate and cherries.

So last night didn't end so well, I couldn't seem to snap out of my crabby attitude. I was tired and just didn't realize how tired. It's gotten where being around different people stresses me out more then I think and it really zaps my energy. I get physical reactions like tummy aches, head aches and a feeling of being super tired. Plus I don't realize how much I'm on the go sometimes until I sit back and look at it all. Fours hours straight of standing on my feet, bending over the tub to wash out hair, coloring, cutting, blow drying and straightening really wore me out. I'm not used to it anymore, I don't know how I used to do it for 6 hours a day, 5 days a week. I still have D's hair to do but who knows when that will get done....I was way to crabby to deal with it last night and she has to babysit tonight and tomorrow is Father's Day....*sigh* Too much to think about! Lol!

I need to go get groceries - it seems like we run out of everything at once! But Beej went to play golf this morning so I have to wait till he gets back. Occasionally it sucks to only have one vehicle but for the most part we work it out.....he's played golf twice this weekend! He's on a roll - I don't mind. He works super duper hard all week and golf is something he enjoys and it relaxes him. He recently reconnected with an old friend and golf mentor. The man who gave him his first job at the golf course! He runs a golf course near where Beej works, Beej is so excited to be spending some time with him again.

Tomorrow we are off to Charlotte to have lunch with my dad for Father's Day - he is speaking near there and so we are going there to meet him! I don't remember the last holiday where we actually did something at home or around home. We were gone for Easter, then Mother's Day and now Father's Day. I'm not sure what we are doing for Fourth of July yet. Guess it depends on whether or not my dad is in town. I do want to take Gianna somewhere with a good fireworks display. Last year we just saw the one in town and it wasn't much to talk about. The year before we went to Franklin, TN and saw the most amazing fireworks show I've ever seen and it was completely free! That was such a good time.....

Anyway, I'm off to try and make the day better! We'll see how it goes.